'Cause it's a love-hate thang

Alright. I am so sorry for not posting for a long time. It's cause I found out I'm pregnant. No I'm kidding! Lol that would be weird since I've never slept with someone soooo.... Anyways. Here's a little lesson for some of you. I play minecraft correct? This one gamer chick, my god. She uses the fact she's a chick to her advantage to get guys to give her what she wants. So messed up right? It's worse. If you don't lock up your stuff on minecraft, she will go through it and take everything! Then when you try to call her out on it she just pretends like you didn't say anything. To make matter worse, the admin of the server we play is super sweet and helps our group out. He left a chest of items for himself to let everyone know not to mess with us, and she takes everything! Then just says he can spawn it back so why does it matter? She stole from an admin. Who does that? Anyways the lesson is you should never take what you get for granted, especially if someone is being kind enough to give you thing. So don't complain about not getting everything you want, and NEVER steal from someone who is kind to you. One it's rude, and two it makes you a whiney bratty theif. No one likes those kind of people. Anyways. That's what I have for this time. See you all later! -Love-Hate Girl.

Welcome!

Alright. Welcome welcome. Hear thee hear thee. Today I post early this morning to remind you all of some important things. You are all amazing, beautiful people and if anyone says differently then they clearly just want to see you down on yourself. You are wonderful! I hope this put a smile on your face because it is true. <3 -Eternally Yours, Love-Hate Girl

Boredum

Alright.... I know I haven't posted in the past day or two but that's because my life is pretty boring right now. Just been planning with my boyfriend what we are gonna do when me and my father come up to visit. Other than that I have been trying to decide what outfits to pack and re-teaching myself proper eloquent behavior since his parents are a bit... snobby. Other than that wish me luck putting up with his douchebag of a brother and I hope you all have an amazing summer. -Forever Yours Love-Hate Girl

Growing Up

Alright. This isn't really a post about an event, but rather a sad truth I've learned and pretty sure I already knew. Growing up is hard, most people think you've grown up when you turn 18 or older. Truth is, you never stop growing up. Growing up doesn't mean you have to be mature, or old, or wise. Growing up just means that you've learned what you can for your age and still hunger for knowledge. Being mature means you know when you need to act like an adult and when you can act like the child we all hold inside. There is never really a point in life where we stop growing up, because in life we're always growing, we're always learning. This is the point I have learned through the friends of mine who may not have the greatest or worst of lives, but still they know just which to be. That is a great gift blessed upon me. Sincerely yours - Love-Hate Girl

Anger, The Lethal Drug

Alright. Sorry that this did not post yesterday but I fell asleep while writing. I have learned that anger can be quite a destructive thing and one of the hardest emotions to control. I felt a burning anger last night, one that made me want to ruin everything for everyone, but I went and calmed myself alone, didn't let anyone realize how badly I was mad. After calming myself which took a half hour, I realized that if I had let that anger control me, I would've ruined so many friendships, and I did not want to lose that. Now why am I telling you this? Because you need to always remember, never let anger control you. It is like any other drug. It takes control, its tempting, its addictive, and it will ruin your life. I hope this was insightful -Love-Hate Girl

Young Leadership?

Alright. This is a little knowledgeable lesson I've learned. Yeah yeah this is a love-hate relationship blog but hey, you need a love-hate relationship to understand the concept no? Well heres one of my love-hate relationships. Mine is with an older friend named Lea. We hate each other, we love each other. Way of life. Today's lesson was a hard, stressful, and pain filled one. 
   Me and Lea had different views on things, as most people do, but when our different views had finally clashed head on, tons of crap went down. Though we tried to act like adults, of which I am not, it went down hill fast. Anger was driving and hatred was our fuel. After over an hour of being at each others throats, I made a taco bell comment that began breaking down our anger and making us goofy. She opened up like a heart to heart and so we began seeing each others point of view and started resolving our problem. 

   Now that's a tough love-hate Relationship for ya! And yes she let me use her name. <3 Long live the crazy people! - Love-Hate Girl 

Past vs Future. There is no Present in the Present.

Alright. Today has been long and there is so much to say. Though normally I'm not all that serious, I learned a lot today and I felt like I should share. So you know my policy, here I am going to post with names changed. 
   So this boy taught me a mighty fine lesson that really got to me. The two of us had a fight on friday and I wanted absolutely nothing to do with him anymore. Friday he had gotten angry at me, I'm not gonna say why, but he lost his temper and yelled at me for over two hours. Half way through his yelling I began crying and he hadn't realized it. Even after he had stopped, I was crying for three more hours after that, so I told myself I would never speak to him and let time mend the wound that he had left. Today he approached me and of course I wanted nothing to do with him but he stopped me and begged me to let him fix what he had done. When I told him how he made me cry, I saw a look on him that told me how badly that hurt him. I agreed to sit down and talk, though both of us were careful about it, he saw I wasn't feeling good, so he did what he thought was right. He pulled me close and began rubbing my stomach to make me feel better and began telling me the sweetest and sometimes funniest things he could. Even though we both had our differences and tempers he really didn't want to see me hurt. I forgave him, something that people keep telling me that I am gonna regret. I know I won't. We began laughing and goofying around and it felt like the first day we met again. I learned that differences and pride are nothing that people can't overcome. I wish he could read this, I wish he knew how much that really touched me. And even though I know this won't be our last fight, I wouldn't have it any other way.
     The next lesson I learned today was extremely early this morning. My friends were going to spend the night yesterday. One of them left to go hang out with a boy that she was crushing on and I didn't mind. So while she was gone me and my other friend sat talking and getting everything out of our system. We stayed up till four in the morning waiting for her to come back. When she did she had seen that I had liked a photo of her ex and his new girlfriend. The ex she is still fighting to get over. She looked at me with the most hurt and pained face that you could ever see on a woman's face. When she asked me why would I ever do that, I didn't even think before answering, "Because he's moving on." That pain turned into anger. I expected it and in honesty wasn't bothered. When she tried to convince me that she was moving on too, I knew she wasn't and called her out on it. I never saw someone care so much for one person until I saw her expression. Though she claims to have given up on love, I know that it isn't true. The boy she went to see, that boy is going to change that. And if not him then there will be one. Maybe a girl. Though I felt no guilt in this, it kept gnawing at the back of my brain, so I went to someone who had gone through it and I asked them if what I had done was right. Though he was pained himself, he looked at me and told me it was the best thing for her, and that time will heal her wound, even if it didn't feel like it. 
    The last lesson I learned came from someone I never expected to possibly teach me. He lost his grandmother recently, and though his family seems to show no remorse, he was still braving it and taking on the world like any other day. I had never seen a boy my age so strong, all I wanted to do was give him a big hug and tell him things will get better. When I started to he told me that he knows it will, he believes it will. Though normally not the brightest or wisest boy ever, he showed how much he knew and how much he could offer. And I salute him for it. 

     I love you all so much and you will never realize it. Even if you left me standing alone, saying you will never come back, I am thankful for you being in my life. And I will never forget my time with you.

Friendly Hello? Haha!

Alright. This is a bit of fun towards a friend. So I was flipping through some of my gaming friends photos and as you know the GSA crew is here and so some of them told me to slow down and they were grinning as I stopped on some pictures. Some like who they saw and so they asked me how I know them, and they flipped when they found out some of them are my ex-boyfriends. Giving me a questioning look and surprised that I dumped them and stayed friends with them. So I texted said guys and they allowed me to give their numbers to a friend who wanted to talk to them. How much fun will this be? Haha! Live and learn I say. -Love-Hate Girl

Asexy Party!

Alright. Chilling out at my house with the Gay-Straight Alliance Crew from Granada High! We got some Asexy people here. I have asked and they allowed me to use their names. First off we got the amazing secretary Bree, a rave and rainbow loving chillax chicka who isn't afraid to say her mind. There is nothing proper about this little miss, and its refreshing. Next we have her boyfriend, Jason, an affectionate intellectual and fantastic person. Though just a member in this crew, he is great, friendly, and isn't scared to tell off anyone who hurts him or his friends. Next on the list, the graduated senior, Megan. Smart and quiet as she may be, she knows just what a person needs whether its getting a reality check or just knowing the proper way to comfort a crying teen. Onwards we come to the egotistic yet funny comedian tall boy, Ryan. He likes being the class clown and enjoys putting a smile on everyone's face but if he sees a friend hurting he drops the funny boy act to comfort them and isn't afraid to taking a bruising from assholes if it means keeping his friends happy. Then we come to the attention loving and feisty girly, Ali. All I can say is don't get on her bad said or your gonna regret it greatly. Then we come to the new Vice President, Vincent. A sensitive, foolish boy. He doesn't care what people say about him, and thanks to his sensitivity he knows just what every girl is looking for. Strong heart covered with a loving, caring shield makes him the best guy and person to be with. Finally for the president of this fantabulously funny crew, Angie, as she wishes to be called. Angie though emotionally stressed and broken, she is the strongest and most caring girl out there. Though always in a hard place she is willing to take a beating to protect those close to her even if they aren't always the best to her. Though dealing with a lot she is the greatest person to be best friends with, of which I have the honor of being. So a lot of love has been giving and for today's post, there will be no hate. I love these crazy people and wish them the best of luck in everything they do. Forever and Always, Truely Yours, Love-Hate Girl.

Silly String Catastrophe!

Alright. This is mostly a hate scenario that happened to me today.
      Dear Silly String Boys,
Thank you for silly stringing me and my 100 point project. It's not like it's an important piece of work that I've spent weeks on. I hope you get suspended for what you did because not only did I have to fix and redo much of the project cause of you, but I also spent a half hour picking silly string out of my hair.
     -Hatefully, Love-Hate Girl
     Dear School Teacher,
Thank you for getting those boys in trouble, making them clean up the mess, and making them apologize.  You are amazing.
     -Lovefully, Love-Hate Girl

Magical Unicorns, Food, an posted notes?!

Alrighty! Weekend was amazing, making new friends and being crazy! Anyways today I witnessed something that just made my day and I hope it makes yours! This guy in my genetics class apparently Friday had been hungry and too dazed from Friday fun. We had to take a test, on his packet he doodle food, and for a test answer he drew a unicorn! That's some craziness there! It was amazing! So fun <3! Anyways time for a little hating love! Dear normal people, You are boring. Don't follow the crowd, get out, be wild! Sitting and trying not to get in trouble may seem perfectly good but it's boring. You need to break the rules once in awhile... Like the seniors at Granada high. Your prank with putting sticky notes up everywhere was lame. Colorful but boring! Try again tomorrow and put an honest effort in! -Love Love-Hate Girl Dear Crazy Freaks, Give yourself props. You're fucking amazing. Whether its dancing in the pouring rain to know music, or deciding to try another gender! Say fuck you to the people who tell you that you shouldn't do that or that your a freak of nature. You were born to be who you want and if you wanna be a new person then go out and be that person! Screw the haters, scream at the sky, and go out and do a crazy challenge like eating a giant 10 pound Icecream sandwich on under 45 minutes! Life is too short not to be a freak! Woo! -Sincerly, The Freak, Love-Hate Girl!

Aura to Know-a

Alright. Sorry for the lame title but it's 3 am and my brain is barely working. So onwards. It's 2012 and I've done a bit of research. 2012 is also known as the next age of enlightenment. So as a fun as this is seeming, I thought its time to see why some people have auras, and why some people don't. The children and adults that don't seem to have a visible aura are for a few reasons. Their minds surppress and block their auras from being visible to those who can see and or read auras. This is because in some point in their life they had a traumatic event that sent them in such great fear that their subconscious mind surpressed their auras. To all you people who believe in demons and spirits, this is a good thing, it makes me near impossible for them to harm or controlled. Only down side is that few people will be able to understand your true feelings. Onto those who's auras are seen. The good side is that it means your more open and friendly and not so easily frightened. The bad side is that spirits and demons and cause easy harm if ever angered, so caughtion is stressed. -Hope you found this entertaining! Love Love-Hate Girl