Humanity Apocalypse

Alright... I know I haven't said much in awhile. So here's how my sight has changed. Humanity, it's becoming a deadly disease. Everyone jokes about the cruelty. Nothing is funny anymore. How many must suffer? There may be an end of the world as the governments of the world finally press the trigger on their weapons. Lives lost, wars brutal. No where safe. I cry at night as the injustice and pain of being human takes over my heart. The small purity left inside of me that is called innocence, gone. The last peaceful, sacred thought shattered. I can no longer handle the expectations placed upon my shoulders, nor do I want them anymore. How can anyone expect a single person to be happy and caring everyday without support? How can anyone expect someone to speak to a person who has hurt them time and time again, someone who has tried to take their happiness away, yet are expected to speak to them when that person sheds a small tear. This injustice has stolen my soul and I will not handle it anymore. There is no love today, nor will there be for awhile. The werewolves howls have become sad, the vampires no longer drink blood, the Earth no longer friendly for one of its beloved daughters, one of its greatest protectors, has finally fallen to the corruption of humanity, and now there is no hope.

Challenge!

Alrighty! Here's a challenge to my beloved readers. I am going to give you an opening to a story. I want to her your opinions and want you to write your version of this. Now here's the thing, this story is in the eyes of you! You have one magical ability and are part of a secret agency created to protect the dreams of others and stop an evil man who controls nightmares. He has escaped... What will you do? Now here's the opening.

A Teenagers Secret: The Nightmare Returns
My head ached, my throat felt closed, my chest burned as I failed to receive oxygen. I heard barely through the headset as my teammate called my name. I reached, stretching my fingers as far as they could go in one final attempt to stop the monster that threatened my life. The lights flicked on and I felt its hold vanish.
Gasping for air, I finally spoke to my frightened colleague, "I'm fine now..."
I could hear their sigh of relief behind my pounding heart. Peering around the room, I frowned, my family clueless to the fact that I risk my life for them...


Now go! See what story you can make up with that. Make a blog if you haven't and comment, letting me read your blog, then once all the contestants are in I will have them judged and in one of my following posts I will announce the winner!

School Time Triumph.

Alright, So you just got your schedule? Got what school utensils you need. Now it's time.... Prepare your cloths the night before. Pick what you will wear and lay it out on a chair or a shelf or whatever so you can put it on easily. For girls have your make up you wanna wear out on the bathroom counter so you can open and go. Set your alarms to at least 15 minutes before you plan to wake up, cause come on, we all take at least 15 minutes to actually get up to get ready. The day before buy your lunchables if that's what you eat, or the evening before school starts pack your lunch and put it in a fridge. For all you energy drinks and Gatorade children, pop one in the freezer, then after your dressed take it out so it starts to thaw so it will be cool when you're in school. Remember for lunch always, -ALWAYS-, pack a sandwich, a piece of fruit (apple, banana, orange, ect), a juice box, and some chips, and if you really want put a pack of mini carrots in for veggies. Now I know what you  high school and college students are thinking. Juice box? Really? Yes. Cause you need the energy and energy drinks aren't the way to go for lunch. Now school necessities. Always have at least 3 notebooks, 2 binders, a box of pencils, a hand held pencil sharpener, 3 red pens, 2 black pens, 2 blue pens, an eraser, and any other materials you need for what ever Mathematics course you are taking. Have your phone fully charged, your headphones neatly pocketed, and even though it's going to be the end of summer, have a light jacket. You know how weather can be. It's tricky! Now here's the challenge for you guys and girls. I want you to ask your mom, your dad, your grandparents, or hell even an aunt, uncle, or older sibling, it doesn't matter but ask who ever you live with for a cook book. Now why do you need a cook book? Simple! The challenge is to try and learn a recipe each week so when you go out in the real world you can eat healthy and aren't sitting eating ramen and spaghetti-o's your entire adult life. This is my advice for you. -Love-Hate Girl

Jet Lag

Alright! My apologies for not having posted in an EXTREMELY long time! If any of you just giggled at extremely long I will just facepalm now... Anyways. So amazing trip to my boyfriends home few weeks ago. Was exciting. He took me out on a jet sky, we went boating, ate at a fancy restaurant, though I learned I cannot stomach lobster. Who knew? Oh well! Anyways it was amazing, his parents were nice and he told me that they like and approve of me. Phew! Been getting ready for school. Now for the one piece of news to confused most of you. I have begun an RP (Roleplay) Facebook group. If any of you are interested, me, Toonheads5000, Semisweetangel and some other bloggers. It is quite the fun group! I'm the founder and creator so I've been handling that. So if you guys wanna join, just shoot me a comment on this post and I will let you know my Facebook so you can join the group. And so you can understand what is going on... Here is our little intro for newcomers! Just so you know, I currently Play Siatra, Luchia, Tyson, and Ryan. Toonheads5000 is Audilia, and Semisweetangel is Alyss.

Mystic Wars is an RP group dedicated and growing for those who love to Roleplay but have struggled finding a satisfying place to do so.

Things you should know:

This is a very open and free style of Roleplay but there are some guide lines. No God Modding, No Mary-Sue, No Meta Gaming.

Definitions:

God Modding - Taking control of others characters and making your character untouchable and overpowered. (Ex: Hayley says Alyss attacks Drideth, The attack fails and Drideth blows Alyss up with a single stare.)

Mary-Sue - Character is perfect with no flaws or weaknesses.

Meta Gaming - Taking knowledge out of character and giving it to your character In Character without there being a way they found out. (Ex: Angel tells Joel that her character is secretly a vampire, Joel's Character Drideth looks at Angel's character Alyss and out of no where says "OH MY GOD YOUR A VAMPIRE!")

Story Line (So Far):

The war is raging and four of the six kingdoms are in heavy battle. Fire and Technology are fighting against Nature and Shadow. A band of young adults have come together on a quest to gain power while trying to survive the war.

200 years have passed since the scientific break that allowed mortals to weild magick as the war of powers began. The war never lifting caused every magical beings to fight under six different kingdoms. These kingdoms each were advanced in one element. The six elements that reigned supreme were the kingdoms of: Shadow, Nature, Technology, Flames, Weather, and Fashion. Strange as it may be each had their advantages in battle. The kingdom of shadow worships the night and moon. Mostly vampires, warlocks, and other creatures of the night tend to follow this kingdom. The kingdom of Nature worships the protectors of balance and the healing of the earth. Mostly werewolves, Wiccans, and other native mystical users follow this kingdom. The kingdom of technology was known for its advancements in magics technology. Mostly siriens and humans run under this kingdom. The kingdom of flames lives near volcanos and other heat conducting zones and worship the god of flame and war. The kingdom of weather live in the clouds.This kingdom has remained neutral and control the weather over the kingdoms and wilderness. Like the kingdom of Weather, the kingdom of fashion is also neutral in the confliciting war and tend to focus mostly on keeping trends and developing safer and more fashionable clothing for those fighting. As can be guessed this kingdom is mostly run by females.
To catch you up, Alyss got carried around as they killed a bunch of high elves, a werewolf, and got the nature kingdom then they race to the shadow kingdom and Luchia and Aud were guarding Alyss while Drid goes to stop Sia from running off
to his sister, Drid helps Sia remember their childhood past, He then kissed her and admit he would give up the world for her and tried to ask her out since Alyss never answered him and then the two went to check on the gang then Aud got kidnapped and Drid disappeared while Luchia just sat around guarding a sleeping Alyss. Then turns out that Drid went to beat some guys up that knew what happened to Audi. Then Verin, a male succubus, came by and nommed the soul of a guard Drid beat up than Sia told Luchia what was going on, Then Drid, Sia, and Verin decided to go on an adventure to rescue Audi, and ran into some employees that work for Audi and killed all but one who explained everything to the group by Verin got KO'd in the process and now they're chilling in camp.They left camp, went and blew up a factory, saved Audi, now they're at Audi's uncles house. And Luchia's fiance showed up and an explosion was heard.

Other than that I'm currently working on two more books. Yes I am a writer, shocker. Haha funny. A blogger being a writer? What craziness is this?! Heh anyways! I've also been learning some new recipes. Yes I'm a cook too. Hope you guys have fun and stay tuned. School is coming up and you're gonna get some school prep tips soon! -Love-Hate Girl

Strange Family?

Alright. While on ventrillo with my boyfriend, my mother came to talk and surprisingly him and my mom got alon nicely, but my mom went on and on and on and on.. Anyways she spoke of my family and it's strangeness. He got along well with my mother. Well just thought you guys would like to know what's going on. Can't wait till the 20th than I will get to be in his arms. Love you guys! -Love-Hate Girl

'Cause it's a love-hate thang

Alright. I am so sorry for not posting for a long time. It's cause I found out I'm pregnant. No I'm kidding! Lol that would be weird since I've never slept with someone soooo.... Anyways. Here's a little lesson for some of you. I play minecraft correct? This one gamer chick, my god. She uses the fact she's a chick to her advantage to get guys to give her what she wants. So messed up right? It's worse. If you don't lock up your stuff on minecraft, she will go through it and take everything! Then when you try to call her out on it she just pretends like you didn't say anything. To make matter worse, the admin of the server we play is super sweet and helps our group out. He left a chest of items for himself to let everyone know not to mess with us, and she takes everything! Then just says he can spawn it back so why does it matter? She stole from an admin. Who does that? Anyways the lesson is you should never take what you get for granted, especially if someone is being kind enough to give you thing. So don't complain about not getting everything you want, and NEVER steal from someone who is kind to you. One it's rude, and two it makes you a whiney bratty theif. No one likes those kind of people. Anyways. That's what I have for this time. See you all later! -Love-Hate Girl.

Welcome!

Alright. Welcome welcome. Hear thee hear thee. Today I post early this morning to remind you all of some important things. You are all amazing, beautiful people and if anyone says differently then they clearly just want to see you down on yourself. You are wonderful! I hope this put a smile on your face because it is true. <3 -Eternally Yours, Love-Hate Girl

Boredum

Alright.... I know I haven't posted in the past day or two but that's because my life is pretty boring right now. Just been planning with my boyfriend what we are gonna do when me and my father come up to visit. Other than that I have been trying to decide what outfits to pack and re-teaching myself proper eloquent behavior since his parents are a bit... snobby. Other than that wish me luck putting up with his douchebag of a brother and I hope you all have an amazing summer. -Forever Yours Love-Hate Girl

Growing Up

Alright. This isn't really a post about an event, but rather a sad truth I've learned and pretty sure I already knew. Growing up is hard, most people think you've grown up when you turn 18 or older. Truth is, you never stop growing up. Growing up doesn't mean you have to be mature, or old, or wise. Growing up just means that you've learned what you can for your age and still hunger for knowledge. Being mature means you know when you need to act like an adult and when you can act like the child we all hold inside. There is never really a point in life where we stop growing up, because in life we're always growing, we're always learning. This is the point I have learned through the friends of mine who may not have the greatest or worst of lives, but still they know just which to be. That is a great gift blessed upon me. Sincerely yours - Love-Hate Girl

Anger, The Lethal Drug

Alright. Sorry that this did not post yesterday but I fell asleep while writing. I have learned that anger can be quite a destructive thing and one of the hardest emotions to control. I felt a burning anger last night, one that made me want to ruin everything for everyone, but I went and calmed myself alone, didn't let anyone realize how badly I was mad. After calming myself which took a half hour, I realized that if I had let that anger control me, I would've ruined so many friendships, and I did not want to lose that. Now why am I telling you this? Because you need to always remember, never let anger control you. It is like any other drug. It takes control, its tempting, its addictive, and it will ruin your life. I hope this was insightful -Love-Hate Girl

Young Leadership?

Alright. This is a little knowledgeable lesson I've learned. Yeah yeah this is a love-hate relationship blog but hey, you need a love-hate relationship to understand the concept no? Well heres one of my love-hate relationships. Mine is with an older friend named Lea. We hate each other, we love each other. Way of life. Today's lesson was a hard, stressful, and pain filled one. 
   Me and Lea had different views on things, as most people do, but when our different views had finally clashed head on, tons of crap went down. Though we tried to act like adults, of which I am not, it went down hill fast. Anger was driving and hatred was our fuel. After over an hour of being at each others throats, I made a taco bell comment that began breaking down our anger and making us goofy. She opened up like a heart to heart and so we began seeing each others point of view and started resolving our problem. 

   Now that's a tough love-hate Relationship for ya! And yes she let me use her name. <3 Long live the crazy people! - Love-Hate Girl 

Past vs Future. There is no Present in the Present.

Alright. Today has been long and there is so much to say. Though normally I'm not all that serious, I learned a lot today and I felt like I should share. So you know my policy, here I am going to post with names changed. 
   So this boy taught me a mighty fine lesson that really got to me. The two of us had a fight on friday and I wanted absolutely nothing to do with him anymore. Friday he had gotten angry at me, I'm not gonna say why, but he lost his temper and yelled at me for over two hours. Half way through his yelling I began crying and he hadn't realized it. Even after he had stopped, I was crying for three more hours after that, so I told myself I would never speak to him and let time mend the wound that he had left. Today he approached me and of course I wanted nothing to do with him but he stopped me and begged me to let him fix what he had done. When I told him how he made me cry, I saw a look on him that told me how badly that hurt him. I agreed to sit down and talk, though both of us were careful about it, he saw I wasn't feeling good, so he did what he thought was right. He pulled me close and began rubbing my stomach to make me feel better and began telling me the sweetest and sometimes funniest things he could. Even though we both had our differences and tempers he really didn't want to see me hurt. I forgave him, something that people keep telling me that I am gonna regret. I know I won't. We began laughing and goofying around and it felt like the first day we met again. I learned that differences and pride are nothing that people can't overcome. I wish he could read this, I wish he knew how much that really touched me. And even though I know this won't be our last fight, I wouldn't have it any other way.
     The next lesson I learned today was extremely early this morning. My friends were going to spend the night yesterday. One of them left to go hang out with a boy that she was crushing on and I didn't mind. So while she was gone me and my other friend sat talking and getting everything out of our system. We stayed up till four in the morning waiting for her to come back. When she did she had seen that I had liked a photo of her ex and his new girlfriend. The ex she is still fighting to get over. She looked at me with the most hurt and pained face that you could ever see on a woman's face. When she asked me why would I ever do that, I didn't even think before answering, "Because he's moving on." That pain turned into anger. I expected it and in honesty wasn't bothered. When she tried to convince me that she was moving on too, I knew she wasn't and called her out on it. I never saw someone care so much for one person until I saw her expression. Though she claims to have given up on love, I know that it isn't true. The boy she went to see, that boy is going to change that. And if not him then there will be one. Maybe a girl. Though I felt no guilt in this, it kept gnawing at the back of my brain, so I went to someone who had gone through it and I asked them if what I had done was right. Though he was pained himself, he looked at me and told me it was the best thing for her, and that time will heal her wound, even if it didn't feel like it. 
    The last lesson I learned came from someone I never expected to possibly teach me. He lost his grandmother recently, and though his family seems to show no remorse, he was still braving it and taking on the world like any other day. I had never seen a boy my age so strong, all I wanted to do was give him a big hug and tell him things will get better. When I started to he told me that he knows it will, he believes it will. Though normally not the brightest or wisest boy ever, he showed how much he knew and how much he could offer. And I salute him for it. 

     I love you all so much and you will never realize it. Even if you left me standing alone, saying you will never come back, I am thankful for you being in my life. And I will never forget my time with you.

Friendly Hello? Haha!

Alright. This is a bit of fun towards a friend. So I was flipping through some of my gaming friends photos and as you know the GSA crew is here and so some of them told me to slow down and they were grinning as I stopped on some pictures. Some like who they saw and so they asked me how I know them, and they flipped when they found out some of them are my ex-boyfriends. Giving me a questioning look and surprised that I dumped them and stayed friends with them. So I texted said guys and they allowed me to give their numbers to a friend who wanted to talk to them. How much fun will this be? Haha! Live and learn I say. -Love-Hate Girl

Asexy Party!

Alright. Chilling out at my house with the Gay-Straight Alliance Crew from Granada High! We got some Asexy people here. I have asked and they allowed me to use their names. First off we got the amazing secretary Bree, a rave and rainbow loving chillax chicka who isn't afraid to say her mind. There is nothing proper about this little miss, and its refreshing. Next we have her boyfriend, Jason, an affectionate intellectual and fantastic person. Though just a member in this crew, he is great, friendly, and isn't scared to tell off anyone who hurts him or his friends. Next on the list, the graduated senior, Megan. Smart and quiet as she may be, she knows just what a person needs whether its getting a reality check or just knowing the proper way to comfort a crying teen. Onwards we come to the egotistic yet funny comedian tall boy, Ryan. He likes being the class clown and enjoys putting a smile on everyone's face but if he sees a friend hurting he drops the funny boy act to comfort them and isn't afraid to taking a bruising from assholes if it means keeping his friends happy. Then we come to the attention loving and feisty girly, Ali. All I can say is don't get on her bad said or your gonna regret it greatly. Then we come to the new Vice President, Vincent. A sensitive, foolish boy. He doesn't care what people say about him, and thanks to his sensitivity he knows just what every girl is looking for. Strong heart covered with a loving, caring shield makes him the best guy and person to be with. Finally for the president of this fantabulously funny crew, Angie, as she wishes to be called. Angie though emotionally stressed and broken, she is the strongest and most caring girl out there. Though always in a hard place she is willing to take a beating to protect those close to her even if they aren't always the best to her. Though dealing with a lot she is the greatest person to be best friends with, of which I have the honor of being. So a lot of love has been giving and for today's post, there will be no hate. I love these crazy people and wish them the best of luck in everything they do. Forever and Always, Truely Yours, Love-Hate Girl.

Silly String Catastrophe!

Alright. This is mostly a hate scenario that happened to me today.
      Dear Silly String Boys,
Thank you for silly stringing me and my 100 point project. It's not like it's an important piece of work that I've spent weeks on. I hope you get suspended for what you did because not only did I have to fix and redo much of the project cause of you, but I also spent a half hour picking silly string out of my hair.
     -Hatefully, Love-Hate Girl
     Dear School Teacher,
Thank you for getting those boys in trouble, making them clean up the mess, and making them apologize.  You are amazing.
     -Lovefully, Love-Hate Girl

Magical Unicorns, Food, an posted notes?!

Alrighty! Weekend was amazing, making new friends and being crazy! Anyways today I witnessed something that just made my day and I hope it makes yours! This guy in my genetics class apparently Friday had been hungry and too dazed from Friday fun. We had to take a test, on his packet he doodle food, and for a test answer he drew a unicorn! That's some craziness there! It was amazing! So fun <3! Anyways time for a little hating love! Dear normal people, You are boring. Don't follow the crowd, get out, be wild! Sitting and trying not to get in trouble may seem perfectly good but it's boring. You need to break the rules once in awhile... Like the seniors at Granada high. Your prank with putting sticky notes up everywhere was lame. Colorful but boring! Try again tomorrow and put an honest effort in! -Love Love-Hate Girl Dear Crazy Freaks, Give yourself props. You're fucking amazing. Whether its dancing in the pouring rain to know music, or deciding to try another gender! Say fuck you to the people who tell you that you shouldn't do that or that your a freak of nature. You were born to be who you want and if you wanna be a new person then go out and be that person! Screw the haters, scream at the sky, and go out and do a crazy challenge like eating a giant 10 pound Icecream sandwich on under 45 minutes! Life is too short not to be a freak! Woo! -Sincerly, The Freak, Love-Hate Girl!

Aura to Know-a

Alright. Sorry for the lame title but it's 3 am and my brain is barely working. So onwards. It's 2012 and I've done a bit of research. 2012 is also known as the next age of enlightenment. So as a fun as this is seeming, I thought its time to see why some people have auras, and why some people don't. The children and adults that don't seem to have a visible aura are for a few reasons. Their minds surppress and block their auras from being visible to those who can see and or read auras. This is because in some point in their life they had a traumatic event that sent them in such great fear that their subconscious mind surpressed their auras. To all you people who believe in demons and spirits, this is a good thing, it makes me near impossible for them to harm or controlled. Only down side is that few people will be able to understand your true feelings. Onto those who's auras are seen. The good side is that it means your more open and friendly and not so easily frightened. The bad side is that spirits and demons and cause easy harm if ever angered, so caughtion is stressed. -Hope you found this entertaining! Love Love-Hate Girl

Genetics of Pain and Suffering

Alright. First off, I will be slow lately cause I have several end of the year projects to finish. Anyways. Time for a few words I'd like to say to some idiots.
                Dear Cheating Girl, You are the discussion of the school, and that's not good. We all know you cheated on him, and we know he dumped you then was a loving soul and took you back. Do it again, and there will be more than a few people ready to kick your ass.
                -Sincerly, The only girl who's known him since preschool
                Dear Cheating Boy, You promised her forever. Your a fucking liar. Maybe the new girl doesn't know but she will soon. And so will your parents. They will know everything, and not from your heartbroken ex. May a curse be placed over you and your family! Let you never find real love, may all women hurt and destroy you. Be glad I haven't shown up with my gang to kick your ass. Fuck you.
                  -Sincerly, Her Lctbff
 Never in all my years have I seen such pain. Let a curse be placed over these two and any like them. May she never have a child, and may he never know love. Speaking of love, here is the love for today.
                  Dear Fawning Men, Than you for comforting her, she may not fully realize the love you all hold for her. She deserves one of you, not him. Being her Lctbff, I thank you for picking up the pieces, for being a true gentleman and helping her learn to eat and breath again, letting her be who she deserves to be.
                -Sincerly, In your debt, Lctbff
                  Dear Caring Women, Thank you for helping. I know you don't like her, but it means a lot that you'd put aside that aggravating anger towards her to hold and help her feel better. She may not say it or show it, but she is grateful. She's begun to smile again. Such a beautiful smile. She's begun to dry her tears. I noticed you begun to like her and understand her. Much appreciated. -Sincerly, yours and hers Lctbff

Kingdom's End: Fairytail Gone Bad

Alright. Here's a sneak peak at a story I've been working on and leave some feed back on whether I should continue or stop.
           The night air smelled of the burning oak trees and oil lamps as the sky was stained with the blood of the fallen. A mob of angry men and women, torches and swords in hand, surrounded a lone maiden in a blood soaked field. Every last flower covered with the family that had been massacred, and within moments their last heir would join them.
         She awoke with a startled breath, staring at the safe haven of her rooms ceiling that always provided shelter. 
             "It was just a dream..." The worlds rolled off her parched and chapped lips.
             A knock on the door rang through the quiet room like thunder in a rainstorm.
             She cleared her throat and licked her lips, "Enter." She called, arising from her floral bed.
             A man dressed simply entered and bowed his head, "Madame Rose, your mother has requested that you come and see her in the courtyard. With do haste, princess."
             She nods and smooths her bedding gown, "Alright, Sir Christian."
             He leaves her room, the door creaking as it is closed.
             Rose peers around before going to her hand carved dresser and fetching her morning cloths, dressing quickly. She breaths a sigh before walking to the window and peering out at the vast, luscious green valley that her family held behind a stone wall.
            With another sigh she tries to form a smile, "A week. A week it has been and still no word... Perhaps tomorrow."
            She turns gracefully, walking over to her grooming table to pick up a white painted, wooden comb and begins pulling it through her long red hair for which she was named. She places the comb back on the small mirrored desk before quietly walking down the flight of stairs that led into the main room of the castle. 
            She picked her way to the garden courtyard, careful not to awake the sleeping men and children during her dawnly walk.
            Rose wore her normal elegant smile and royal gown as she walked towards her mother, "You have summoned me, mi'lady?"

Family Barbeque Disaster

Alright... After glass swans being broken and a wild goose chase to take back the stolen phones.. I have learned what princess Fiona felt like when Shrek threw her over his shoulder. And we weren't even drunk yet! I write now in the middle of Liverpool rummy! Let's just say, wish you guys were here. Have a great memorial day! Love-Hate Girl

Fact or Fiction

Alright. We've all read those books or seen those movies about ghosts, werewolves/Lycans, vampires.. The whole bippidy, boppidy, boo. Well I'd like to ask, what do you think? Are some of them real? Or are they just stories made to scare little kids on Halloween? Personally I like to think they are real, but that's my personal opinion. Leave a comment to tell me your thoughts! -Your crazy guide Love-Hate Girl!

Emotions, the safety breaks of our life.

Alright. Ever feel so bad that you can't help but feel like you're dying? Well as cold as that feeling is, it's just your body letting you know it's lost the addiction you have been feeding it. Whether its a drug you lost or if you had gotten your heart broken. That feeling reminds you that your alive. Believe it or not, it's a good thing. It's a step in the right direction. Now I'm guessing to are confused, that's okay for I have an example to give, and believe it or not, it is personal so try not to criticize. This happened a few years ago. I was young, oblivious to what love felt like. How really relationships were like. I met a boy, three years older than me. He managed to get me to agree to go out with him, but I knew nothing about him! All my friends told me he was trouble, but being naive I didn't listen. I thought the relationship was perfect, but it was the worst thing I had ever felt. I kept getting this gnawing feeling that made me agitated and angry easily. I started getting in fights and I couldn't understand what was wrong with me! Turns out that what he had been doing to me had subconsciously began making me abusive. He would tell me I'm amazing then would whip around and emotionally abuse me. Telling me that I'm stupid, or saying that no one but him would love me, sad fact was, I believed him. My body tried to tell me to get out of that relationship, cause I didn't realize it at first but I was actually starting to harm myself. I stopped eating so I would become thinner and more lovable. It was a huge mistake. Finally I couldn't ignore the gnawing pain and I told him, he screamed at me and threatened to hurt me. I was scared. When he realized what he had done, he broke up with me in a small act of kindness. I never spoke to him again. Though my body felt terrible, it was trying to protect me, even when I thought I could handle it. That's what our bodies do. They protect us. That's why we feel heart break and feel like we're dying. Our bodies are trying to repair itself after what we had been through. It may sting for some time, but everything will get better. So to all of you feeling the pain of a break up and heart break, it WILL get better, so keep your chin up. -Your Not-So-Troubled Soul, Love-Hate Girl

Long Distance: Hurts and Heals (H&H)

Alright. For many of those close to me, they know that I am in a long distance relationship. And no one knows how I keep it working. Well here are some things for everyone to keep in mind.
           Hurts and Pains:
-He can't hold me in his arms
-He can't kiss me
-He can't come over when I need him after a bad day
-We miss each other everyday
            Heals and Safety:
-We can't get pressured into doing anything we don't want to
-Our parents don't have to worry about hormones controlling our judgement
-We get to plan to see each other for extensive periods of time on schools off season
-No worries about meeting each others parents
-He calls everyday as much and for as long as we want
-He texts me every half hour telling me he loves me
-He always tells me how beautiful I am
-We can focus on learning everything about each other instead of liking each other just for our body
-We learn patience
-We know distance means nothing to our real love
-We develop trust much more quickly
-We learn everything about each other so when we are together we know just what to expect and say
-His friends talk to me and approve of me
-My friends talk to him and approve of him
-We know just how to handle each other
-If we fight, we know to just talk things over
-He knows how to make me happy
-I know how to make him happy
-Even when his parents didn't approve of me, he fought to stay with me
-His brother knows me
-My sister knows and jokes with him
-Our parents get along
-Our relationship is safe and no one wants to tear us apart
                   As you can see, the better side out weighs those of the bad. And we have all the things needed for a lasting relationship. He became my best friend before asking me out. Our families work together. Our friends like each other and us. Our hormones aren't controlling the relationship. And we talk through our problems. We trust each other with our lives. Now that's how you work a relationship. Most teenage relationships barely have two of these things. And they are too focused on the bad to realize the upside of things. Now I dare you to make a list and see if your relationship is driven by hormones. Or if it's true and real love. -Your Relationship Master, Love-Hate Girl

What I hate about You! Oops I meant love?

Alright.
                      Dear Cheerleaders/Dancers, No one likes you and your stuck up attitudes. We all see you as one of the most annoying spoiled kids who can go kiss the bottom of our iron toed boots. We couldn't care less about the money your daddy has or how you got carried through your life. Your parents are setting you up to fall on your ass. We will all laugh when you're scrapping the bottom of the barrel to get by in life. -Sincerely, The Girl Next Door, Love-Hate Girl 
                       Dear Jocks/Singers, You can do better, use that brain of yours. Yes you are great at your sport, Doesn't mean you have to be with some snooty stuck up snobby bitch. So come down from that throne of yours and realize that the cheerleader or dancer your with has probably slept with all of your friend and that you're just a tool in their fight to remain on top. Try to find a girl who avoids those egotistic race for popularity standing. They won't cheat or use you. And never use a girl either. You will hurt them and that's what you were avoiding to keep it from happening to you. Tell her how much you love her every night. Call her when you can. Take her out and bring her roses for no reason. Kiss her in the rain and tell her that she's the most beautiful girl in the world. Be her prince in shining armor. -Sincerely, The Girl Still Waiting, Love-Hate Girl

Where is the love?

Alright... What is with the relationships these days? They're so cruel. In all honesty, it hurts to feel like I am with a prince when I myself don't deserve such things. If men are to be kings then the male teens are the princes of this generation, but I question where is the love? Most guys act like spoiled, arrogant rock stars instead of the royal men they should be. They treat girls like fans that they can pick and choose for their own desires instead of the princess' that they really are. Now I can't just blame them. There are girls who act less like royal brides-to-be and act more like stuck up movie star snobs. The cruelty that has befallen each other is turning us into cut-throat theiving devil spawns. This generation is like a kingdom, but there seems to be so few royal and noble children. It's gonna be the reason for 2012. Now you probably believe that the idea is a witch tale, but from how our people have been acting, only makes it more real. Our kingdom is collapsing! And the shortage of noble knights in shining armor and royal maidens to save is growing! We must stop this harshness and save our lovely kingdom so that future generations may I have a beautiful and lasting future. The love that you now seek to hear from my lips has little to give. The love I whisper is this: I love how those few with the kind heart and loving soul have held on for such a great time in these darkened days. Please my fellow gentle lovers, keep strong, for a day will come that we will rule this terrible populous. -Your maiden in armor, Love-Hate Girl

Live-no-more

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Girl Friend Blues

Alright. We all have that one girl friend who gets dumped in a harsh manner. Well what do you do? Most people comfort her and tell her "it's going to be okay". It's human instinct. But do you want to know a great way to cheer them up? Give them a treat. All girls love one thing: Chocolate. It may seem like a simple thing that would never work but it's been proven chocolate really does actually make a person feel better (except for stomach aches!). So if possible, make or buy her something chocolatey. Even if it only makes her happy for a small time, you got her to smile. Another great way is to remind her of happy times before her newly formed ex. With these two she will be happy for a long enough period to remind her that she doesn't new him/her. Hope these suggestions help! -Yours truely, Love-Hate Girl

Merry Time Madness.

Alright, if you've read the title, you're probably thinking "Merry Time Madness?" Well yes! Merry Time Madness! That crazy part of the year where you're so close to summer all you want to do is scream and shout and go crazy! So starting with the love.
    I love the excitement and chatter and passion to finish off the school year with as best they can so that their summer will be a blast! Hate time! Hate how everyone is so excited that they are starting to break their arms and legs like idiots. Love you guys!
    -Forever and Always Love-Hate Girl

Sex or Love?

Alright. Here's an offense that has become of this generation. Teens, I'm about to rip you a new one. Is it sex or love? So many teens think they are adults and can handle themselves, but face it, we can't do it all. So many times I have heard "I love him (or her). We are gonna be together forever!" that's not always true and you know it. So having sex with someone does not mean that it is love. Please think, is it worth it? If someone really loves you, they will wait to have sex. Trust me it will be worth it. The unison of that love will allow you to feel true happiness. So just wait. Being a virgin of any kind is not bad. Intact being a virgin is great. You are seen and respected more by adults, gaining freedom that sexual driven teens don't have. Don't follow the stupid rumor that all teens are having sex. We aren't. Now don't follow that wave that sex means you love a person. It doesn't unless you both have wedding bands and are gonna get married soon. In fact, don't have sex until after marriage. Means they love you for you and not cause they can get in your pants. -Forever Yours Love-Hate Girl

Family... Ily means I Love You (Part 2)

Alright. Time to get some of those annoying parent problems. Dear Daddy, I love you, I always will. I know you love me and don't want me to grow up and leave home, but I need to find out the real me. I know you raised me and fought with me, but it was only because I didn't see why I had to do what you said instead of someone else. I see now you were preparing me for the real world. All the stuff you made me do, was preparing me to live on my own. I can't wait for you to see me shine. I promise I will visit. I'll let you know about how life is, if I found that special person. I will be excited for you to come to my future wedding and can't wait for the day you get to see and hold your grandchildren. Thank you for protecting me when I needed it. I will always be daddy's little girl(or boy). Until then, let me worry about grades, graduation. Remember that I do have friends that I love to be aroun and will spend what time I can with them. -Love The Kids Of The World Dear Mommy, I love you. Even when we fought. I never meant to make you cry. I will always be your little baby. I will miss you and cry when I leave. You blessed me with the knowledge needed to feed myself and my future family. You taught me to stay modest in the cloths I wear. You taught me that waiting for a dream lover will leave me lonely. You taught me to be the person I want to be to me. I will love him(or her) with all my heart like you loved me. You will cry at my wedding, tears of happiness. You will smile at my children and want to make excuses just to come see them as much as possible. I love you. -Love The Kids Of The World

Family... Ily means I Love You (Part 1)

Alright. There's just so much to talk about since we're teenagers, so much is happening in our world! Let's move onto a topic we all have problems with: Family. Let's start it off with the annoying siblings we have! Dear Sister, Just cause you think you are the best, doesn't make it true. We get it, you like thinking you're cool, but you're not cool to everyone. Chill out okay? You're always the best when your chill and relaxing. When you're too busy hating everyone because they aren't like how you want people, it makes you extremely hard to be around. I love you and you love me, that's why we're family. So stop being a stranger when we aren't alone, okay? -Your sister, Love-Hate Girl Dear Brother, I understand you want Mom(s) and(or) Dad(s) to always be at your events, but would it kill you to invite me? Or better! Come see mine. I love you and your uniqueness, but I'm not you.. I want to be my own person, I don't want to be your clone. Please remember that. I understand you want to protect me, I really do. But you're always either threatening my boyfriend (or girlfriend) or you're Becoming best friends with them and stealing them. Can you just give me some guidance and let me learn from my mistakes? Like how we were young and you'd warn me about something then when I didn't listen, you were there to pick me up and dust me off. I miss those times. -Your sister, Love-Hate Girl Next post will be for any and all parent/guardian problems out there.

Peer Pressure, the Zit of Humanity

Alright, holding strong as I post this. Time for some less serious hating and loving going down. Dear Bad Friend, I saw you speaking with one of your friends. She wa having relationship problems of which she came to you for advice. You are a terrible person, friend, and enemy to all men. You told her to manipulate the guy she liked so that way he would get in a relationship with her sooner even though he just got out of a bad relationship. You told her to reward him when he took a step towards being in a relationship. That is not okay, at all. I know that karma will come to get you for that. -Sincerely Love-Hate Girl Dear Troubled Girl, Props to you for asking for help, even if it's from the wrong person. I applaud you for telling your friend that you wouldn't get with a guy through manipulation. The world will reward you greatly for this. It's good that you ignored what your friend tried to sell you. Manipulating people will only breed hatred and resentment when we are created to make happiness and love each other. I tip my hat to you and wish you the best in life. -Forever Yours, Love-Hate Girl

15 Minutes

Alright, today in school we started 15 minutes. It's a program to raise awareness about drunk driving. Did you know every 15 minutes someone dies to a drunk car accident? To help us realize the harshness of this, for the next two days, every fifteen minutes one junior or senior gets pulled from their class by the grim reaper, thus losing their life... No one can acknowledge the dead unless honoring them at their gravestone that is somewhere among the center of the school. The dead cant speak or acknowledge us. Harsh right? Most kids see this as a joke during the morning, but come lunch a dark and mournful cloud has the entire school on the edge of an emotional breaking point. Students and falcalty are participating and dying. Some examples is one of the more famous and loved F.I.T and science teacher. He died with three other students in his class. Now as I go on, I feel even myself lose all thoughts of happiness that normally are untouched by even the greatest sadness. This is a serious activity to reach out and help us learn the consequences before they happen to us. So here is my love hate for the day... Love how everyone is realizing and taking the next few days seriously and learning the price we pay for stupidly driving while drunk. Hate how this feeling gnaws at me and keep me an others on the verge of tears. We will all pull through and with each person that realizes these lessons, a life can be save in the future. -Sincerely Love-Hate Girl

Fashion with a pinch of Irritation

Alright.
             Dear guys everywhere,
Yes we can see your boxers, and yes those are nice colors and designs. No we did not want to see them to begin with, so please for the sake of everyone, PULL YOUR PANTS UP.
              -Love LoverHater
            Dear girls everywhere,
Oh those bikini bottoms are cute. Wait, those were shorts? My bad. I get that the name implies small, but I'm pretty sure you're not at a beach every hour of every day, and I'm pretty sure no one wants to stare at your little saggy butt everytime they are behind you. I don't care if you want the attention of guys. Get over it.  Put some real shorts on.
              -Love LoverHater
 Now for the love side of this coin toss! Love the new sun dresses I see popping up more in local high schools and teenage hang out spots. Very trendy. And thank the gods you worship that most of the dresses 'cept a choice few, actually keep most girls (and some guys) modest. Love you guys with the burning passion of the Devil's hate for God and Jesus. Sincerely - LoverHater.

Lover-Hater

Alright! Love-Hate Relationships is now up an running! Now to present my first days sight. Note: All names have been changed to keep identities hidden. Now, onwards with the blog! Props to those at Granada High School! Loving the creative spirit that makes everyday the best. Sadly when there is love there must be hate, and here it is: Hating to A.J. And other girls who tried to fight for that cheating ass Leo... Girls you could do so much better than that. Now, with the first issue of Love-Hate, let's see how well this blog goes in catching the attention of teens and all their issues. Both girls and boys, this is for you! I know what you go through and I'm here with the scoop and advise to make teenage life be a lot easier.